All time low...

Embarking on a journey of no return, meeting so many obstacles along the way, looking back at good old times, thinking of the things that you yearn for, pondering about when it will end, hoping for a better tomorrow, sobbing about lost time and memories, crying out for someone to hear you, seeking the right things to do, removing the bad things around you, failing to sustain any longer, giving up the thoughts of many great things to come, losing sight of myself, dangerously anticipating no good natural instincts, simple and dangerous along the way, without hindrance yet, giving up?